Belly Love

*Please be forewarned, this isn’t for the faint of hearts As I begin this pregnancy journey again, I’m remembering the last trimester with my 1st child. Feeling her move left me in awe. My awkward belly poking out suddenly as she would kick. We spent hours caressing her little form. I was so excited that … Continue reading →

“I am the Wild Breeze, the howl in the Leaves”

ctvnews.ca : “A violent storm looms heavy over the city…”  Friday, July 19, 2013 I’ve spent the day in a fog of anxiety. Decisions need to be made, my future will unfold.  Exhausting myself mentally I rest for a while, only to wake at the sound of the wind. It frightens me, yet I am … Continue reading →

Motherhood Guilt

Guilt is a strange thing. It never really leaves you, it just slowly fades a little into the background, waiting for the perfect moment to show its ugly face again. Over and over again.. I never imagined I would have children. Actually, as a teenager, I had planned Not to have children. I thought it … Continue reading →

Summer Dreams

Absolutely beautiful ! Struck a chord within my soul.. Continue reading →

Better than a pregnancy test !

I have an awesome 30mth old daughter and a few weeks back hubby and I decided we would try to conceive again. I bought a pregnancy test kit but as you know you have to wait until you’re within a few days of your period before using it. Well, that was a complete waste of … Continue reading →

Invisibility

Image source I go about my business pretty much like everyone else. Elbowing my way through this rat race we call life day in, day out. But once in a while, my mundane routine is interrupted. On the commuter train heading home one day, I offered my seat to a lady who had her arms full … Continue reading →

A Glimpse into Anxiety

I dart anxiously through traffic, Expecting betrayal as I glance again at the clock, My throat constricts but I’m not alarmed this time, I remember to breath through it, All the while my mind is spinning, spinning through thoughts, I suspiciously watch the car in the next lane, “Come on, check your blind spot buddy”, … Continue reading →

Why Blog ?

In this stressful day’n age, of “blind pill-popping remedies”, I chose to explore written expression instead as my form of therapy. What better way of reacquainting myself with my ‘self’ ? “Our greatest weapon against stress is our ability to choose one thought over another.” — William James Continue reading →